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the downs and downs of being nineteen...

no i don't wanna go back (there, or anywhere)
no i don't
take me home (here)

i'd want to go back to school though

i feel like i'm 15.

how to cut out the bad intestine

i will be responsible.

cover
recover

well here's a cold shot

the willie nelson song that tells me

i'm never at home and i'm always alone, even with someone i love

...but i don't want to go out
and my mum wont let me grow up to be a cowboy

misadventure with the horrific pleated pants

that bitter aftertaste

had too many nightmares, now i'm afraid to dream

yay for one-liners. hope i can put my sponge rollers to use tmr. yay arts and crafts

crossroads for jm's next album pls

for all the shit i'm in right now, i'm going to bed with the following question in mind: is a baby nimmo worth it? is it???

growing older and duller and leaving my lily pad of youth.. haha 'childhood' conjures images of stark naked children all cherubic and springing out of lotuses in a chinese painting. red-chested swallows circling gleefully the birthing ground with a myriad of paper kites like a calico dress decorating the sky. random swirls in drunken colours and flying wine gourds. the most psychedelic chinese painting ever!

and if you never stop when you wave goodbye, you just might find that if you give it time you will wave hello again...

sometimes at the height of my consciousness i suddenly plunge and feel like i'm alone, and really alone, a sole existence in this world... a passing feeling, but scary enough.

chicken grease and the y-axis groove

sigh. now i can really see why people worship hendrix. but i don't wanna turn hippie!

the next few weeks are going to make for a long period of time that's gonna pass too quickly, if that makes sense. i'm still scrambling to memorise my basic shit, i only started on inorganic chem today.. and bio is going to kill me.... this is nuts and i think right now it's already out of my control. some point in time of the previous week i wondered if i'd like to restart my life somewhere, and then i decided that i wouldnt, because that would just mean wasting more time. where i'm at, it seems a hell lot easier to look forward.