where do we go now?

haha.
bored
of books and computer games
although i dint touch much of either

bored.
though theres a million things i ought to do
like cleaning the fish tank and tidying my room and notes
and getting back down to work

pickguards/spraypaint/plain tshirts/

chili crabs and ice cream
back to cakes when i get my hands on an oven

so tell me please

out of my mind

must have been crazy
was never good enough
and never will be
what was i thinking?

i'm sorry (and we'll leave it at that -as you like it)

but i'm weak
i haven't the guts to face it
i haven't the heart to take it
but i'll learn to accept it
thanks for the time
sorry for the trouble

and happy birthday

will you stand up for what's right when the time comes?

i wish i could turn up the volume on my mp3 til i drowned out all my thoughts
but as my thoughts drowned my ears hurt
couldn't be helped
sometimes just need my mind to shut up
just as my mouth needs to

work, loads to do

looks like 3 sat books cant make up for stupidity