an unlucky list of things to do

ok kinda time i realise how much im behind time and while everyone is starting to hardcore i dunnoe wat im doing
mayb listing will help
i hope

1.thermal physics tut
2.chem remedial hw (stoichiometry, chem bonding 1 , chem bonding 2)
3.reaction kinetics tut
4. chemical equilibria tut
5.differential equations tut
6.arithmetic and geometric progressions tut
7.fundamental concepts, basic results, graphs isomorphisms, subgraphs, the complement of a graph tut
8.firms and how they operate tut
9.gp presentation
10.pw written report chapter 2.1
11.go to somc to arrange cip
12.discuss sth with heng
13.buy an external harddisk

i hope tt is all
but 13's not a lucky number
anw
realised got so much to do tt even replacing the e string is no longer a priority
dun think i can finish all in tt list
but lets see in a week
hope to do at least a quarter
thn again i dun rly do tt much work but if im gonna pass promos i needa start somewhere
we'll revisit this list in a week

hour long darkroom sessions

lang was missing his b string
i was missing my e string
and of course in the middle of these 2 was the g string no one was missing

but somehow
pure spontaneity was to have its way
and i cant seem to explain that hour of magic
now that it's past i cant explain how we got there
and i cant imagine how i could be playing like that
wasnt fast but thought sounded nice
and the flow and stuff
no thoughts just action
lang said tt was wat jamming was supposed to be about
whatever is was
hope it comes again
that spontaneity
but i dun know hows tt going to happen
dint saw it coming
well tt was a moment to savour
pity dint have it recorded
but i guess thats part of the magic
and once its gone its never gonna come back
so embrace the moment

remember the fish siggers

omg i quote wikipedia:
"Another successful SIG is the Raffles Institution Fish SIG."

i hope tt quote will be forever but not even diamonds are
especially when nothing ever goes the way i want them to

on war and other disengaging bullshit

how the japanese soldiers during ww2 in sg might have played pool (if they had)


















how hitler might have played pool
















pool as a universal game
and juz another thing i suck at
play with me to up ur rankings

has to be the way it was

ok i lost the only game i played for ihc tt
not tt i expected to win
cuz the last time i touched anyth table tennis was prob years ago when we still had fun
and the only preparation i did to make up for my inability to to table tennis was to play miniclip table tennis for 5 mins yest nite
yeap superb preparations done
in e first place nv thought of playing table tennis ihc
wanted play other stuff which i dint get to muz b also cuz i too noob
bt monday ken sudden ask me play ihc tt so i was like wth anyth lah
argh fux
chances are that if there's anyth tt u'd do worse than me, u're probably not human

times like this...

i find myself complaining too much about the same thing over and over
maybe i should instead try too look for the times when times weren't like this
the things we enjoyed
the things i enjoyed
maybe those times may not come back
but reminders of them will always be there

the not so simple life

getting bored these days
actually not these days
ever since i came to rj
nothing seems to excite
i hope i find sth soon
i wonder how people live wonderful lives

so much for tree saving

not my pics.

the com(mon) irony

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
But I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me,testing me

dad brought home hes old com frm work
damn old alr
like pentium 3?
win 98?
but somehow seems to work btr than this com
maybe due to the fact tt though its so old
dad only like used 1+gb out of 10 the hard disk has
which is also by any standards puny
ok not any
present standards
the people who invented computers i bet dint c youtube comming
ok tts beside the problem cuz youtube doesnt hog gbs
think filesharing is really the prob
though i dun rly engage in it
i dun c how i filled 80gb frm sec 2 when my dad's com was from the 98 era
n stil works smoothly
til i tried to get it on the network
but as u can c 98 doesnt much work like an xp
n also due to the fact tt im not by any trace in any sense a techie
nearly screwed the com tt it stopped booting up once and had to run in safe mode in another
aft tt scared alr so i wun touch tt com til someone helps me
so tt com no internet im stil stuck to using tis com for the moment
actually i dno y i relish the though of using the 98 for everyday purposes
think will work btr than tis now
with lesser flashy stuff
tech stuff of the past really are the things tt get the stuff tt nds to be done done
now they come loaded with all kinds of shit
though true tt they're faster
the added stuff kinda cancel out the fact tt they're faster
n sometimes even makes it slower
its like everytime they come up a new n faster processor
the software ppl rush to 'make use of the faster specs'
great example would be like how windows media player used to open in a flash
and a few updates later it takes as long as it takes for mushrooms to grow to open
almost stopped using it alr
n it seems harder to add files to library now
so in essence
with advancing technology
are we really moving forward or instead stagnating or in fact moving back?
are the extra resources used to 'make ur computer faster' worth it?
or are we just wasting resources just to stagnate the speed of computers?
with this stupid race between hardware and software makers to always be at the top
but the end will never be cuz everytime u reach it some fking idiot in the industry juz raised the end point
n we consumers juz seem like idiots chasing this never ending race
dumping more and more resources into it while in fact getting nothing done
basically
WHEN ARE WE REALLY GOING TO GET (really)FASTER COMPUTERS?

i'd try to say what i want to but it isn't that easy

dun rly like to talk about social issues and stuff
although i cant say i cant be bothered about them

if i'd do what i like
would like to talk about music,
youtube vids,
sports,
cars,
stuff
but what i know is limited
and ltr kena screwed for wrong info
in pretty much any area i write into
basically noob is like tt one
sux at everything
fx
unlike lang
nv train also can go finals

the two different types of people in this world

won't gravity bring you back down to earth?

twice as much
ain't twice as good
can't sustain
like a one half could
it's wanting more
(and) that's gonna send me to my knees

realised that what matters is not what time i sleep but the time i wake up
slept at 12 on friday
woke up at 10 next day n was still kinda tired
saturday slept at 3 doing some pw stuff n listening to live earth
woke at 11 feeling not as tired as the prev day
yea so sch shld juz like start at 12 or sth
then i can sleep anytime n be in good condition for school

lol and for many live earth seemed to be a flop in too many ways
the amount of shit generated by the whole event
the private jets running around
electrical bills of the stadiums and stuff
and of people watching the whole thing at home
can carbon credits remove the pollution created?
not to add madonna' s singing at the end of every clip
though short as it might be
is serious noise pollution when played over 24 hrs
music seemed bearable
nothing brilliant nothing that really sucked too
so basically the event fell short in too many ways
though maybe not all
might be too premature to tell
but i dun think its gonna create a shit of an impact
only time will tell
trust that few have pointed out the shit generated by this event
maybe its just like the gp ct
where people r unwilling to listen to criticisms to it cuz they adore it
kinda a dream come true
not often all the big acts perform in one big concert rite
ok but now everyone's enjoyed the music
but no1's gonna face it

whatever will come will

it's easier to put in perspective all the shit you have to do
when u write all of it down
then you'll realise how much there is to do
or at least i did
when i decided to do so like for the first time ever on sat
but i still ended up slacking the weekend away
getting almost none of it done
really not getting anywhere
but neither am i in the mood to put any order back in life
not that i' m enjoying it

ok i' m waiting for that spark
that'll never come

palindromes, palindromes

pokeman gave pikachu testosterones

argh lang gots nth to complain abt yet he does
got crazy guit n crazy amp to meddle with and stil he proclaims his day 'screwed'

went out today wif zn rj don yh
then don asserts that yiheng's shirt confirm is not nautica cuz it said
'real men wear nautica'

lang constantly complains abt a lack of material to blog abt
i realise i have none too but juz when im at tis page juz blog abt basically nth
ok shall attempt to reduce on this trivial rubbish and find more mentally stimulating rubbish

would u fancy someone that sucked so much?

cts over n now there pretty much nth to do
while everyone were studying for their next day tests i was sleeping
barely studied n i doubt wld hav made a difference
fri went out wif jia, ken n lang
apparently lang dint slp the prev nite to study for bio n paid for it
still being sick now
i think
jia asked us out to go look for shoes cuz he wanted 'sneakers that wld last longer than trainers'
of which thier exsistence would certainly be doubtful
nevertheless we met bt instead ended up playing lan for the first time in yrs
i think abt 2 yrs
we dun rly play lan
at least me lah
n i dun even know wtf is dota
las time kena con waiting for some1 so ken ask me go along wif some ppl dota then he say 'lend me ur com i help u' then he kope my money
apparently acc to some1 else cuz i also dno wtf is happening
yea so fri we play cs n first time i play in like more than a yr also
so dno how lah juz anyhow kp kena headshot frm jia n he say he nv play damn long also
then ken wan play knife n he start owning n u noe y he wan play knife lah
lang stil the best among we 4 noobs even though he nv play for some time n can c lah
n i hate tt sniper rifle lol

sat went sch play tennis for the like first time in my life
got play b4 lah at ken hse once bt tt time we spent more time looking for balls at the field beside his estate
then sat play like a noob as expected cuz i was a noob unless u can come up wif sth worse
juz anyhow whacked
as in i hit the ball the way i cld use as much force as possible n balls went flying
into the net and into other ppl's courts n into the canteen n wats nots so roughly abt same as at ken's juz tt tis time the ball went more into the net so less time outside the court
fks damn piss tt so noob at everything but i guess i cant complain also

even guit play guit so long still as sucky as ever
ok lah not tt long
n cant rly compare cuz im self learning not expected to improve much
of cuz wif help frm lang n heng n all those arnd who r much btr
tt pretty much includes every1 cuz its rly hard to find some1 worse than me
at anyth

like elton has the keychain during our sec1/2 yrs tt said shit happens
juz tt for me shit always happens
dun even need fingers to count when it doesnt