am i living it right?

cause i wonder sometimes about the outcome
of a still verdictless life

faith, misplaced

some friendships are just too emotionally draining to maintain

so flow with the wind
roll in never ending sin

and drown in wine
live the lie of a soon to be slaughtered swine

roar at the waves
drenched in blood of the cursed slave

grow in pain
trying hard not to go insane

play the blame game
as if it's ever going to be the same

and in the end, giving in
realizing that it's easier to just flow with the wind