as much as i would like to say i love life
i can't get myself to lie
for i can't seem to remember the last thing that went right
must have been a long while ago
or perhaps never was anything so

why study so hard to get below average grades?

ok to be fair i was sleeping for almost all lectures throughout the year and hardly did tutuorials
so i guess it wasn't tt bad
is that all i can muster as an excuse/ consolation?

what time gives

more words that you want to but somehow can't say
more things that you try to but somehow don't understand
more things that you should but somehow can't do

life's tough, complicated, and is a complete irony

maybe it wouldn't be so bad stuck in reverse

please take me back to the start.

it doesnt always work better on paper (i like it non-print)

chinese lessons yesterday were a waste of time
only served one purpose
to give me the affirmation i needed of my failure in promos and soon to be of ao lvls
aft tt went to the art thingy in sch with lenny and he claimed he was damn inspired
or rather, inspi-rart

cant figure out why though thers quite abit of stuff to be done
still feels like it has been and will be boring for some time
maybe cuz the things to be done aren't rly things i want to do and therefore am trying to avoid them
like clearing stuff out
then there are also the stuff that i wld rly like to do
but its like will feel guilty if i dun study chinese and instead go do these stuff
cuz havnt read the chinese text book once yet this year

anyhows im gonna get them done starting nov 3
aft i & r is done

(for my own reference, but for u too if u'd like it to be)
things to do now til 3rd nov:
1. study chinese
2. op
3. i & r
4. file this year's work
5. tidy my room

aft 3rd nov:
1. shirts
2. scrapbooks
3. recipes
4. fish tank
5. plants
6. mug (i'd try, but probably not get anything done here)

things to buy for the hols:
1. by the way (though its kinda a little late, but cant wait)
2. shoes
3. clothes (juz cleared the cupboard and have almost nothing left)
4. niandra lades and usually just a t shirt (probably, which most probably means no)
5. bag (probably too)
6. wallet (if i c a nice one that fits my wallet)

ok now i c it aint that empty but for now til 3rd nov stil looks set to be boring
though its getting kinda abita tight so i shld like start working on stuff soon

Maybe

Maybe,
If i pray everyday,
You'll come back to me.
And maybe,
If i call everyday,
You'll come back to stay.
Oh maybe.


Maybe,
If i hold, your hand,
You will understand.
And maybe,
If i kiss, your lips,
I'll be at your command.
Oh maybe,
Oh maybe.

lol ok attempted lasagna and cheesecake
lasagna was ok but cheesecake wasnt too good
but i guess the results were great for a first timer

i was traumatised

i'm not gonna touch my guit for the moment
dint do the guit justice by playing like tt

roughly got an idea on making lasagna
though i've hardly eaten any in my life
n i've juz briefly read through 3 or 4 recipes online
dint like mug them or anyth
so i'm juz gonna anyhows now
dunnd to be exactly like lasagna
as long as i get it edible i'd be happy
n i'm not gonna prnt any recipe or take down a list of ingredients
i'd juz go to the supermarket n buy what i rmb to
then watch how it screws up
ok wish me luck

then again i might not go out to get the stuff since i'm feeling lazy as always
ok maybe i read about cheese cakes first
then if i'm feeling good i'd get stuff for pork burgers too
sth i'v worked on last time but nv got it completed
too lazy to do so
time to stop being lazy since promos are over

how they stole the show

ok i promise to be back next week

and this is how you do it ...

the end

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one shot.

all i have.
all it takes.

make or break.

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best spoken without words

"the more i try to erase you the more that you appear"

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and so it was on that cold dark night
was none with me by my lonely side

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...... heavens bellow

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shadows beckon ......

weekend like any other

blatant absense

ahh ok c havnt been blogging in awhile
not that i don't want to
but things these weeks seem to be flying past so fast i've hardly got time to comprehend
to some extent seems surreal
and before thing could slow down next up have to study for promos
n for someone like me who has had a nice life so far in jc it ain't going good
and some matters while being able to simplify just seem to complicate further
no more surprises please!

gotta start pimping wif class soon like one week behind in pimping alr
dno y the bastards so hardcore but guess thats stuff that has to be done

wish life would go easy like it used to

between the devil and the deep blue sea

So I'll cross the skies and sail the seas
To be where i wanna be





if only it were that easy

monkey wanking

(i think) i've lost my sanity

an unlucky list of things to do

ok kinda time i realise how much im behind time and while everyone is starting to hardcore i dunnoe wat im doing
mayb listing will help
i hope

1.thermal physics tut
2.chem remedial hw (stoichiometry, chem bonding 1 , chem bonding 2)
3.reaction kinetics tut
4. chemical equilibria tut
5.differential equations tut
6.arithmetic and geometric progressions tut
7.fundamental concepts, basic results, graphs isomorphisms, subgraphs, the complement of a graph tut
8.firms and how they operate tut
9.gp presentation
10.pw written report chapter 2.1
11.go to somc to arrange cip
12.discuss sth with heng
13.buy an external harddisk

i hope tt is all
but 13's not a lucky number
anw
realised got so much to do tt even replacing the e string is no longer a priority
dun think i can finish all in tt list
but lets see in a week
hope to do at least a quarter
thn again i dun rly do tt much work but if im gonna pass promos i needa start somewhere
we'll revisit this list in a week

hour long darkroom sessions

lang was missing his b string
i was missing my e string
and of course in the middle of these 2 was the g string no one was missing

but somehow
pure spontaneity was to have its way
and i cant seem to explain that hour of magic
now that it's past i cant explain how we got there
and i cant imagine how i could be playing like that
wasnt fast but thought sounded nice
and the flow and stuff
no thoughts just action
lang said tt was wat jamming was supposed to be about
whatever is was
hope it comes again
that spontaneity
but i dun know hows tt going to happen
dint saw it coming
well tt was a moment to savour
pity dint have it recorded
but i guess thats part of the magic
and once its gone its never gonna come back
so embrace the moment

remember the fish siggers

omg i quote wikipedia:
"Another successful SIG is the Raffles Institution Fish SIG."

i hope tt quote will be forever but not even diamonds are
especially when nothing ever goes the way i want them to

on war and other disengaging bullshit

how the japanese soldiers during ww2 in sg might have played pool (if they had)


















how hitler might have played pool
















pool as a universal game
and juz another thing i suck at
play with me to up ur rankings

has to be the way it was

ok i lost the only game i played for ihc tt
not tt i expected to win
cuz the last time i touched anyth table tennis was prob years ago when we still had fun
and the only preparation i did to make up for my inability to to table tennis was to play miniclip table tennis for 5 mins yest nite
yeap superb preparations done
in e first place nv thought of playing table tennis ihc
wanted play other stuff which i dint get to muz b also cuz i too noob
bt monday ken sudden ask me play ihc tt so i was like wth anyth lah
argh fux
chances are that if there's anyth tt u'd do worse than me, u're probably not human

times like this...

i find myself complaining too much about the same thing over and over
maybe i should instead try too look for the times when times weren't like this
the things we enjoyed
the things i enjoyed
maybe those times may not come back
but reminders of them will always be there

the not so simple life

getting bored these days
actually not these days
ever since i came to rj
nothing seems to excite
i hope i find sth soon
i wonder how people live wonderful lives

so much for tree saving

not my pics.

the com(mon) irony

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
But I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me,testing me

dad brought home hes old com frm work
damn old alr
like pentium 3?
win 98?
but somehow seems to work btr than this com
maybe due to the fact tt though its so old
dad only like used 1+gb out of 10 the hard disk has
which is also by any standards puny
ok not any
present standards
the people who invented computers i bet dint c youtube comming
ok tts beside the problem cuz youtube doesnt hog gbs
think filesharing is really the prob
though i dun rly engage in it
i dun c how i filled 80gb frm sec 2 when my dad's com was from the 98 era
n stil works smoothly
til i tried to get it on the network
but as u can c 98 doesnt much work like an xp
n also due to the fact tt im not by any trace in any sense a techie
nearly screwed the com tt it stopped booting up once and had to run in safe mode in another
aft tt scared alr so i wun touch tt com til someone helps me
so tt com no internet im stil stuck to using tis com for the moment
actually i dno y i relish the though of using the 98 for everyday purposes
think will work btr than tis now
with lesser flashy stuff
tech stuff of the past really are the things tt get the stuff tt nds to be done done
now they come loaded with all kinds of shit
though true tt they're faster
the added stuff kinda cancel out the fact tt they're faster
n sometimes even makes it slower
its like everytime they come up a new n faster processor
the software ppl rush to 'make use of the faster specs'
great example would be like how windows media player used to open in a flash
and a few updates later it takes as long as it takes for mushrooms to grow to open
almost stopped using it alr
n it seems harder to add files to library now
so in essence
with advancing technology
are we really moving forward or instead stagnating or in fact moving back?
are the extra resources used to 'make ur computer faster' worth it?
or are we just wasting resources just to stagnate the speed of computers?
with this stupid race between hardware and software makers to always be at the top
but the end will never be cuz everytime u reach it some fking idiot in the industry juz raised the end point
n we consumers juz seem like idiots chasing this never ending race
dumping more and more resources into it while in fact getting nothing done
basically
WHEN ARE WE REALLY GOING TO GET (really)FASTER COMPUTERS?

i'd try to say what i want to but it isn't that easy

dun rly like to talk about social issues and stuff
although i cant say i cant be bothered about them

if i'd do what i like
would like to talk about music,
youtube vids,
sports,
cars,
stuff
but what i know is limited
and ltr kena screwed for wrong info
in pretty much any area i write into
basically noob is like tt one
sux at everything
fx
unlike lang
nv train also can go finals

the two different types of people in this world

won't gravity bring you back down to earth?

twice as much
ain't twice as good
can't sustain
like a one half could
it's wanting more
(and) that's gonna send me to my knees

realised that what matters is not what time i sleep but the time i wake up
slept at 12 on friday
woke up at 10 next day n was still kinda tired
saturday slept at 3 doing some pw stuff n listening to live earth
woke at 11 feeling not as tired as the prev day
yea so sch shld juz like start at 12 or sth
then i can sleep anytime n be in good condition for school

lol and for many live earth seemed to be a flop in too many ways
the amount of shit generated by the whole event
the private jets running around
electrical bills of the stadiums and stuff
and of people watching the whole thing at home
can carbon credits remove the pollution created?
not to add madonna' s singing at the end of every clip
though short as it might be
is serious noise pollution when played over 24 hrs
music seemed bearable
nothing brilliant nothing that really sucked too
so basically the event fell short in too many ways
though maybe not all
might be too premature to tell
but i dun think its gonna create a shit of an impact
only time will tell
trust that few have pointed out the shit generated by this event
maybe its just like the gp ct
where people r unwilling to listen to criticisms to it cuz they adore it
kinda a dream come true
not often all the big acts perform in one big concert rite
ok but now everyone's enjoyed the music
but no1's gonna face it

whatever will come will

it's easier to put in perspective all the shit you have to do
when u write all of it down
then you'll realise how much there is to do
or at least i did
when i decided to do so like for the first time ever on sat
but i still ended up slacking the weekend away
getting almost none of it done
really not getting anywhere
but neither am i in the mood to put any order back in life
not that i' m enjoying it

ok i' m waiting for that spark
that'll never come

palindromes, palindromes

pokeman gave pikachu testosterones

argh lang gots nth to complain abt yet he does
got crazy guit n crazy amp to meddle with and stil he proclaims his day 'screwed'

went out today wif zn rj don yh
then don asserts that yiheng's shirt confirm is not nautica cuz it said
'real men wear nautica'

lang constantly complains abt a lack of material to blog abt
i realise i have none too but juz when im at tis page juz blog abt basically nth
ok shall attempt to reduce on this trivial rubbish and find more mentally stimulating rubbish

would u fancy someone that sucked so much?

cts over n now there pretty much nth to do
while everyone were studying for their next day tests i was sleeping
barely studied n i doubt wld hav made a difference
fri went out wif jia, ken n lang
apparently lang dint slp the prev nite to study for bio n paid for it
still being sick now
i think
jia asked us out to go look for shoes cuz he wanted 'sneakers that wld last longer than trainers'
of which thier exsistence would certainly be doubtful
nevertheless we met bt instead ended up playing lan for the first time in yrs
i think abt 2 yrs
we dun rly play lan
at least me lah
n i dun even know wtf is dota
las time kena con waiting for some1 so ken ask me go along wif some ppl dota then he say 'lend me ur com i help u' then he kope my money
apparently acc to some1 else cuz i also dno wtf is happening
yea so fri we play cs n first time i play in like more than a yr also
so dno how lah juz anyhow kp kena headshot frm jia n he say he nv play damn long also
then ken wan play knife n he start owning n u noe y he wan play knife lah
lang stil the best among we 4 noobs even though he nv play for some time n can c lah
n i hate tt sniper rifle lol

sat went sch play tennis for the like first time in my life
got play b4 lah at ken hse once bt tt time we spent more time looking for balls at the field beside his estate
then sat play like a noob as expected cuz i was a noob unless u can come up wif sth worse
juz anyhow whacked
as in i hit the ball the way i cld use as much force as possible n balls went flying
into the net and into other ppl's courts n into the canteen n wats nots so roughly abt same as at ken's juz tt tis time the ball went more into the net so less time outside the court
fks damn piss tt so noob at everything but i guess i cant complain also

even guit play guit so long still as sucky as ever
ok lah not tt long
n cant rly compare cuz im self learning not expected to improve much
of cuz wif help frm lang n heng n all those arnd who r much btr
tt pretty much includes every1 cuz its rly hard to find some1 worse than me
at anyth

like elton has the keychain during our sec1/2 yrs tt said shit happens
juz tt for me shit always happens
dun even need fingers to count when it doesnt

y u'd remove that smiley?

cuz its time to get serious
at least til thursday
okok get serious guys


seems like a joke?
dint say it wasn't
but neither said it was
but maybe it is

don't count your chickens before they hatch

pity him
we dun take our chances cuz we have none to worry about
bring 'em on!
(and the forces seductively seem to be towards the negative side)



y we'd study though we'd fail?
but u call that studying?

a trip to the barber reaps no returns

today i paid the barber a visit
a visit that left me with 6 bux less and a bad haircut
and i decided that i cannot let that get away
so for the first time in my life i tried to correct the barber's wrong
not the finiest bit brilliant but at least i dun hav a wierd haircut now
as in its still wierd but lol heck
at least i tried
dun have the mushroom head he gave me
fx i got umbrella dunnd another one
now its like quite untidy cuz cant reach properly
and i only used a scissors
and dunnoe how use comb or wtf so i juz freestyle no comb no fingers juz scissors
fx
more pro than the faggot cut hair how many damn years alr
i cut my hair first time only
but anw now its unslighly here n there with holes n stuff but not too obvious
screw the hairdresser for closing down
btw isnt grundge all the craze now? argh even if its not i dun have a choice
damn uneven all over
and the back of my head where i cant see and reach i cant do anyth with it
but if u'd see it from the grunge point of view
u'd see the the perfection in imperfections
untidy and screwed up hair
mayb was my fault cuz when i sat down the guy ask whether i secondary i lz say jc so i say ya
then 'sec3 or 4'
then i say 4
then he decided what was best for a secondary sch boy
c its either the bowl on head or mushrooom head
and so he decided on the latter
and gave me a head
ache
left me spending coup of hrs screwing it up even more
but gotta abit was much neater than my hair is now
anw gotta cut properly when u cut once in 3 mths rite
cant decide whether its more screwed but i guess it was much better than b4
i need to get a shaver to save myself frm this type of situations next time
and so i can even out the uneveness
like what i have now
and to make the whole cutting hair myself thing much easier than using juz a pair of scissors n nth else
n a shaver would be able to shave everything else too
how exciting

nth dirty u perverts
what were u thinking?

silence is golden but what if its broken?

lol lang dun believe i dint wrote tt
was some crap from flea
some vid of rhcp asking ppl to make a vid for charlie as a contest of sorts
5000 bux and tix to their concert n meet them n stuff
yeap basically stuff like that
bt the contest's over
basically it seems to make sense but in some sense it doesnt
cuz when u're in the 'highest point of your most raised elevated consiousness'
isnt tt thought?
then how can there be no thought in truth if truth in itself is achieved through thought
bt anw i think i roughly got it
as in
wif chord progressions
u'd try all these shit and try to find sth good
and when u get sth u though was really good
and with further, deeper thought
like kinda realised u ripped it off some song that u heard b4
and get kinda discouraged in the quest to find a really original yet great chord progression
tts y there shouldnt b too much thought put into stuff like tt or u'll nv get anything done
..hmm or mayb tt juz happens to me
nvm
lack of creativity killed the wussy puss
but the part abt no action...
no action as good as nth rite
whats good of the truth without action?
remaining forever as juz a fragment of a selfish mind refusing to share it with the world
even if the truth gets distorted at least u'd know u've tried
and wouldn't die in the guilt of keeping what might have benefitted all to yourself
of courz if all u can think of is crap then keep it to yourself
the world's got enuf of it here
having said that i think i shldnt hav said anyth since it was all crap

(ok me shuts ups now)

cheesy stuff (not mine!) (guess whose)

your finest creative juices from the depths of your souls
from the truth of your being
if you can tap into the highest point of your most raised elevated consiousness
you can find that thing inside of you that is the truth
it is the truth
where there is no thought
where there is no action
where there is just the truth
and then you will make something beautiful
something beautiful that will resonate
with the cosmos
with the universe
with the ants
with the dirt
with the shit
with the vomit
with the puke
with the love
with the heartfelt genius
with the talent
with the intellect
and the love that makes the universe go round and round

destined for another wasted holidays and failed cts

to put it simply
math rev ques i took half a week and stil had a coup of ques i had to ask don
while others took a day and said proclaimed tt piece of crap being not worthy of their time
physics spent a week and am still nowhere
read chem notes but dno wat the hell i read
seriously dun understand a shit
shitz damn dumbs
my only hope of passing is only if there are enuf ppl dumber than me which i dun think there is a single one
econs study/dun study no diff dun fail then sth wrong
econs extra class the class dunnoe where
and mum asking me y i still slacking when im still not done mugging with the cts less than a week away
then again i tot quite hardcore alr nv b4 have i studied like this b4
still
feels like wun b any btr than the prev tests i nv studied for i.e. all of sec1-4
almost all
argh fx dun wanna think abt it now and if possible never
ok quite distracted but now the gipsy kings are on live frm abbey road
looks good
hav nv heard them b4 today
anw abbey road las eps

awws fks wanna spend tis hols btr bt looks like no chance alr
bored bored booored
phux.

aren't dumplings for dumping

effectively wasted another weekend
stoning at the com
for 2 days
mum and dad are sleeping so had to microwave some dumplings i found in the fridge
dint taste too bad but left some sick oily sticky down my throat
its suffocating
and as if im not oily enuf
wun mind flushing down some soap
screw glutinous rice
only for gluttons

not for ppl like me who are juz erm
food spammers?
but juz cant get the bulk on
sin to be thin
can't be helped, though

its like the last week of the holidays alr and im still not done wif a single subject
n like everyone else is hardcoring away
but basically if u were meant to pass u wld pass and if u were meant to fail u wld
no point resisting it
resistance is futile
if u end up wif a pass it was cuz u were meant to pass all the while and not cuz of ur mugging
n if u end up wif a fail it was nt cuz u nv touch ur books but bcuz u were juz meant to fail
yea so basically mugging is a waste of time
considering this concept
is not a con
but its useful isnt it
ppl who believe it wun waste time on their books and would use their holidays to the fulest potential
at least fuller than the ppl who dun believe that

another possible belief to stop u frm mugging is tt
mugging will mug u of ur mug(ark)s
cuz basically the notes and tuts and tys and wats nots are so confusing tt aft mugging like shit u found out tt u are worse off than b4 and dno what u know and think u know what u don't know
and juz simply more screwed up
so the best way is to take cts without prep and in theory u shld do better

but still, in conclusion
the best way to spend this holidays is still to reach for ur books cuz even if u wanna use this hols to the fullest of its potential u wun b able to simply bcuz everyone else is mugging his or her head off and there would be no1 to spend the holidays properly with
so even if ure nt studying to pass or studying to fail or studying to study juz study cuz tts the only thing u can do wif frens now
unless u prefer to engage in individual activities
like stoning
and stoning
and stoning

having said tt
getting quite bored btwn stoning at home and studying wif frens so if any1 wants to do anyth else tt wld allow me to spend my holidays btr plz tell me abt it

sry for the rambling and the bullshit










apology retrated
no apolgies for bullshit on this blog

courage

do you have the courage to do something cowardly courageously?

or rather
lacking of courage to be a coward?

bu i find myself lacking the courage to do what i really want to
then again i know not what i really want
to do?
to say?
to ask?

'wuss'/'coward' dun seem too far off
n mayb tts y i stuck with another
juz jk dun get mad
dam.

useful ct tips: desperate measures (that don't work)

since there is hardly any time left for studying...

here r some tried and tested methods

that are guaranteed to get u a cross and no marks
u might have seen some or all of them b4
but for the sake of others...

obviously not mine

im damn considerate and prefer to save the teacher the trouble of having to look through or marking anything at all on my paper
u rite crap the teacher still need to cross

u write nothing the teacher juz needs a strike across

ok aft tis post at least u know what u cant rite for ans

and now for stuff u can rite...

go look at ur notes

lah

if i know i still need to do tis meh?

how 'bout that, for you?

juz caught john mayer on live at abbey road
though hav seen the same stuff on youtube alr
but i guess watching sth on tv is diff frm watching sth on youtube
juz like watching sth in the cinemas is diff frm watching sth on dvd
or sth on tv diff frm sth tts live

today was another bad day and ive not touched my books which is very bad
with time running out and still loads to be done

tis morn some screw up at the national skin centre or sth like tt caused me to waste a moring
went there cuz of the large scar on my knee left aft being pinned under my bike and dragged by jev's bike last yr at east coast
supposed to hav some injection stuff
the doc made the nxt appt in one mth aft the first which is today
then he realised tt the centre ordered the stuff in 2 mths time
but he madein in 1 mth cuz he assumed they put it at 1 mth which was the norm
so basically i went there but they no med and he apologise but still he cost me a day of mugging and possibly my cts
hmmm but i guess they were gone anyway

and now i can get back my place at the last of the class

gimme back my holidays

haha i somehow found a way to 'off' pickup noise frm my tex-mexes
but i dun think any1 is interested in this so shant talk abt it

anw still have been wasting time
flipped open physics tys
but couldnt get past measurements
yea so i guess physics ct gg
as with the other subjects i have yet to touch

there goes the cts
and the hols

_l_

contrary to what lang said
he passed me his notes and not as he said
in the first place i asked ken for the notes and he voluntarily volunteered his notes out of his own goodwill
now im wondering whether it was all goodwill at all
cuz now hes using it as an excuse to come up with excuses
anw the reason y he dint get it back was cuz he backed out of the aft dinner muggin during which i was supposed to return him his notes
saying it was too late to mug
fair enuf but first and foremost i dint steal it and lastly, i dint steal it either
_l_

still spicy

hmm i guess the cabron vid was kinda spur of the moment
wasnt the best song or best performance frm the chili peppers
but stil was kinda sth diff frm the usual
n for sth else diff n even more out of the usual
having flea for the show, or rather, song
all of it
well...almost
isnt the best of rhcp or flea but still its amazing and amusing, ignoring the vulgraties and obsenities



as said, got abita vulgar

the guys in rhcp being the best in whatever they do is a non-argument. its a fact. haha
but together they're even better, though their music doesnt much focus on individual skill
but tts wat music is abt, is'nt it?
making songs sound the best and not making yourself seem the best

alright
kinda tired
hope i dream up sth btr to blog abt tmr
byez

yes. no?

ewww...
internet got screwy juz now i think its ok now



how can anyone hate them?

'why you should pay attention to lectures'

circular motion has put my head in a circular motion
not a pleasant headache
then again when are headaches pleasant?

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dun feel like studying
dun feel like playing guit

dun feel like going out
dun feel like staying at home

dun feel like going to sleep
dun feel like i'd wan to say awake

dun wan the holidays
neither do i wan sch

yea. wat to do?
blame the emo songs for this cold hard night
but u can never put all the blame on one single thing

i feel no rose

lost the bait, went to bed

cunning fishes stole the bait while not hooking on time over time
mayb under the sea they're starting some campaign against getting hooked like the ones they have on smoking where they show gory images of non-exsistent smokers
and for the under the sea campaign against getting hooked they showed images of fishes getting smashed up tt would happen as often as the sea would run dry
tt would explain fishes:
1. koping the bait n running (or rather swimming)away
2. fishes not even koping the bait and running (or swimming, whatever)away

lang couldnt catch more than the prawn that got hooked
or rather he couldnt even catch tt cuz he insisted on not hooking up the prawn cuz its too porn
jia caught a squid tt he later disowned simply for being a squid
and later a small catfish
not tt small also lah but compared to what the others got...
n i got a tiny fish too
so ya dint catch alot
we all too noob haha or like i said earlier its the fishes fault
but either way lang's uncle's fam n the boat ppl caught like 2 big catfishes n some wierd ugly fish
as lang would call it
but to him all the fishes are ugly
lang would like to catch a dogfish which jia pointed out was a shark
had nice lunch frm lang's mum
on the way back kena screwed by a container ship labelled msc
was telling jia abt the incomming social costs n asked him to move to somwhere less vulnerable when he stoned n the wave came n we got screwed
or rather me
much to lang's delight

along the way saw some dark cloud over some island and was raining and lightning and thundering but over us was sunny n spicy n so was kinda scary dno y too

got a litle sunburnt in spite of the cover
not much of wat ken would call a led robster

came home stone at com slp today continue stone n slp watching time go by
wish any1 wld come talk to me on msn cuz everyday come online either talk to the same few ppl or juz stone n go offline
as in its nice talking to the same few ppl otherwise i wont b able to talk to them over and over again but i wish i wld b able to talk to more ppl
juz tt i lz start convo lol

edited my links
or rather juz removed
blogs tt r nt used alr i think
if i removed wrongly plz tell me lol
or if u wan ur blog link up cuz aft deleting mine kinda empty n i lz go look for other ppl's blogs so if can plz tell me thx
n also removed asknlearn dun think we'd ever need to go there again do we?
the other non-blog links r juz there for the sake of being cuz i nv clicked them frm there myself b4 too

anw i'd better start work soon or i'd never even get past what i should have done in class

can u spot the spotted bumblebee?

today went kim san leng in the rain
aft lang made me wait n wait in dr for him while dno wths he doing
anw for some reason ken wan go kim san so we go leng
then the ciken lice queue so long
made duck lice so tempting
the man outside the stall added 'come the the duck side, my young padawan'
or sth like tt
but alas i was to prevail and i ducked the duck side and the ciken was to be the one to fill my stomach
talk about great willpower.yea
but lang and elt fell for the duck side and had happy duck lice
i dno how the duck happy when it went into the lice
mayb tts y its more ex
make the duck happy b4 it died
'die happy little feathered jedi for u were always on the duck side'
and the duck died with a smile, giving to the invention of the happy duck rice

and that is why duck sauce is always black
or very dark brown
whatever
showing the duck's dark essense
speaking of which chicken's essense is also black
were chickens once ducks?
but did the chicken or the egg come first?
will egg essense also be black?
why doess't anyone make egg essense?
and essesntially duck sauce is not duck essense
so why doesn't any make duck essense too?
why chicken only?
hmm universal mysteries waiting to be solved
but some questions in the universe will forever remain unsolved
are these some of those?
hmm tts another question...
shit y do i always get myself into confusing circular arguments
forget it
unless someone wants to solve them
all of the questions
would thank you very much
but i doubt anyone will be able to solve questions that are supposed to forever remain unsolved
unless they are not

anw on a seperate note suddenly rmb how long ive not been to zijian's blog so went there today to catch up on what ive been missing
and found out how much ive missed
u'd nv know how much uve missed till u visited it
cuz if u nv go u'll nv know
only when i went was then that i know
anw any sane person should visit his blog to go insane
seriously
not juz the recent posts but if possible date it back all the way
ok mayb not everything is funny cuz not everything is meant to be funny
or mayb its not ur kind of humor
but hell it is funny
although sometimes quite bad
but i like...
it'd nv get any better than that
with something always new n refreshing and of courz funny
aww those who read not know not what they've missed
but if u don't like it dun blame me
blame urself for not being me
bye!

well yes, bold as love

lets c wat we've got here
first to j8 to get zhenan's laptop
thx alots
nxt supposed to go bishan lib to stone while waiting for rainto stop so lang can come out
but alas the lib was to be closed
so end up walking arnd j8 wf zn
til rain stopped met lang at pl mrt
went changi airport supposed to study
but erm end up slacking
hadnt had lunch so go bk
where they ripped me off >4bux for a burger
nvm tasted edible so heck
end up at some wierd place in the middle of nowhere n did a tiny winy bit of work
like a quarter of a tutorial when its like supposed to be done months ago?
i dno how m i gonna b prepared for cts
aft doing a bit of work and 2 cups of soya n 3 pancakes later got bored so took out zn's laptop
btw
was cuz he going back china so he kindly loaned it to me
and he instructed me to dl some porn for him to surf when he come back
but i'll leave tt to don cuz hes much more proficient at tt
ok i was joking abt tt part
half joking
c which part of it u'd want to belive
yea so was talking abt taking the lap out
on the thingy n holy shit all was in chinese
n cannot change to english!!
n forgot to on the internet switch thought no connections so end up play couple of minesweeper games then started stoning arnd
saw some ppl going for some london econs trip or sth
lol then alwyn thought we go there send ppl off lang said were there for other purposes
of couz cannot say nth to do at home go airport stone lah how dumb will tt sound
but now u heard it n probably think we're dumb which i cant disagree
yea so aft tt went home slack summore

boring boring as usual but what can i do
time drags on for eternity only to be broken by the cts
but a fishing we will be on saturday
i hope
fun without fishes is more than enough to count saturday as a good catch

ok now for the holidays

dun wanna waste another month of my life in the form of sch holidays but something tells me im going to again
there goes, not only my holidays and one month of my life, but also the cts
cant decide whether yesterday was well spent
but wont mind going out like tt a million times over
ok mayb not tt much

but morn wasnt tt enjoyable
went for chinese oral
hardly knew any1 there
n every1 had their own grp of ppl so i dint wanna disturb
end up stoning in a corner like an idiot for 2 hrs
doesnt happen often but i guess it does happen
so yest the only person i talked to for the few hrs i was in sch for oral was like the teacher?
until lang came sch mt me timing juz rite cuz i juz finished n he was almost in sch alr
so tried to do abita work in the darkroom since was supposed to meet jia n ken arnd 7 n it was only 2+
as usual progress was erm not very good cuz both of us like dont know a shit abt the work we wanted to do so was like taking damn long
if we were to finish studying for the cts this would certainly not be the way
n like we're studying so its like news alr so i supposed we're going to flunk the cts either way
unless something like a miracle happens and wat im supposed to know suddenly pops into my head
i hope it does happen
overnight preferably

but for now im juz gonna waste another day slacking n sleeping
juz screwed arnd wif the guit for 2 hrs last nite
think its pretty much screwed up now
there goes my 700 bux
would be surprised if i can get through playing wif it without sth flying out or breaking or watsoeva
its wonderful how i manage to spend so much effort juz to screw it up
anw heres another of people who hav yet to screw up their guitar
had a hard choice cuz was youtubing for the whole morn n saw pretty much pretty vids








stairway to heaven...i wish there was one
anw i dno y ive bn youtubing so much
but ive figured out tt even if i cut hrs of youtubing i still wont get any work done
mayb its time to try sudokus like lang
i suppose its a better way of spending time on the net?
k gtg get the web add frm him to go check out whether its a better way of spending time on the net than youtubing or bloghopping or (like don)wikimugging(i dno for wat)and...and...i dno...chatting?but i hardly chat cuz i dun rly start convos
yea n wats nots
mayb try out sudokus tonite or tmr morn
think im gonna slp now use the com quite long alr
n the weather's so inviting for a nice aftnn nap
yeap so til nxt time
bbye!

strings and springs

no, its not about physics spa
juz some random things tt i nd to get done

anw
been wasting my weekend as usual
and my mind draws a blank
nth much to blog abt
til i get my mind and life back in order i dun c how m i going to be doing anyth productive
but heres the REAL deal
as any1 would have known
we blogged for 6 mths b4 taking a 6mths break
as in prev blog was open frm arnd june n stopped arnd jan
but during the period we stopped the old blog was not deleted
so if u nd sth to entertain urself while i think of sth better to blog abt
go find the old blog
its somewhere

nv really realised tt ppl actually read the blog til we made it inaccessible
wonders. dunnoe wats so nice to read abt in it
juz full of our ramblings and rantings and making everyone seem ridiculously ridculous
including ourselves

yikes all of this is getting pretty ridiculous
bt tt doesnt make it ridiculously pretty
pretty as it would be, and what you'd want it to be
then again, whats pretty?

n juz for the sake of being ridiculous,heres one:






hope it works, or worked
now tt was ridiculous
seriously, tt was ridiculous
as in ridiculous by bowling for soup
hope u liked it

yeap tts abt all frm me for now
as u can i've like nth much to blog abt
required field cannot be left blank, yes
but for the moment its blank
yeap
so til e nxt post
its bye!

back by popular demand

in an attempt to keep a continuous flow of the recent happy happenings in rjc,
teo n teoh has been brought back by popular demand