it doesnt always work better on paper (i like it non-print)

chinese lessons yesterday were a waste of time
only served one purpose
to give me the affirmation i needed of my failure in promos and soon to be of ao lvls
aft tt went to the art thingy in sch with lenny and he claimed he was damn inspired
or rather, inspi-rart

cant figure out why though thers quite abit of stuff to be done
still feels like it has been and will be boring for some time
maybe cuz the things to be done aren't rly things i want to do and therefore am trying to avoid them
like clearing stuff out
then there are also the stuff that i wld rly like to do
but its like will feel guilty if i dun study chinese and instead go do these stuff
cuz havnt read the chinese text book once yet this year

anyhows im gonna get them done starting nov 3
aft i & r is done

(for my own reference, but for u too if u'd like it to be)
things to do now til 3rd nov:
1. study chinese
2. op
3. i & r
4. file this year's work
5. tidy my room

aft 3rd nov:
1. shirts
2. scrapbooks
3. recipes
4. fish tank
5. plants
6. mug (i'd try, but probably not get anything done here)

things to buy for the hols:
1. by the way (though its kinda a little late, but cant wait)
2. shoes
3. clothes (juz cleared the cupboard and have almost nothing left)
4. niandra lades and usually just a t shirt (probably, which most probably means no)
5. bag (probably too)
6. wallet (if i c a nice one that fits my wallet)

ok now i c it aint that empty but for now til 3rd nov stil looks set to be boring
though its getting kinda abita tight so i shld like start working on stuff soon