the next few weeks are going to make for a long period of time that's gonna pass too quickly, if that makes sense. i'm still scrambling to memorise my basic shit, i only started on inorganic chem today.. and bio is going to kill me.... this is nuts and i think right now it's already out of my control. some point in time of the previous week i wondered if i'd like to restart my life somewhere, and then i decided that i wouldnt, because that would just mean wasting more time. where i'm at, it seems a hell lot easier to look forward.